The feeling that i cannot tell what is it

5/11
Yesterday,Monday...I received a message from Alice
When i received the message i was shocked and sad but i didn't cry....
She said:Sorry,this is the last time i call you XX....
I still don't know what was happened between me and her but i didn't say anything...I can't sleep whole night i was thinking what did i do??? why i so bad make her leave me??? this thing make me very confused,maybe i make her sad or what...
I just want to tell you a few words
Alice:Although i don't know what was happening on me and you,i just hope u can be happy in anywhere...I hope u be hapiness with your new boyfriend(next bf)
This is my last massage for you...
Bye my lovely darling...
Last time to write blog~ T.T